The Solitude !!

I imagine...

A place of Solitude

Filled up with d million thoughts

Moving like the zap

And a portal...

Whichever strikes , ..was thrown out

But enticed within again !

When in crowd

Being with the crowd

But when alone,

Thinks all smart !

I remember that day

He heard for all i said 

Succour me divide the solitary place

Into the kingdoms of the parallels !

And then they raised in four,

But there’s a lot more to explore....

A lot more to live.. !

Coz my imaginations....

Feels true to me,

As i imagine....

A place of 

“The solitude !!

The Ghost in Me !

Today..my sleep broke at 4 !

I dunno y i woke up so early 

Bt it felt lke ,..smthng missing wid my present lyf

Smthng tht really got lost btwn the fights of 

Brain And Heart ! 

I stood in front of the Mirror..

BUT...

didnt found the real me !

Its jus a mask I wore for the world

To live in a way others wanted me to live'

The aforesaid moment,

Some deep thoughts Started their origins in the Brain 

N guess who supported , Its the Heart !

A stream of Memories passesd by

A Smile of the original being came frm within !

And I know Its not the masked man

Its ME,frm the soul, who Smiled at all the tym I lived

Smiled to LIVE now, to live All the moments hereaftr 

Wid the Thoughts,..tht buried sumwhr deep yrs ago.......

Its the Tym to compete Myself n be.... ME !!

Jus' a Thought....

The mind's exploding

The body's tired

Life being painful

I go blank

Whenever I try to rise above it

No thoughts strikes the brain

And zero works I do !

The emptiness still continues

Even after these many yrs... It’s still there

The horizons I broke once, is back to the game again

That too suddenly!!

I want to be in Oblivion!

I feel like going to a place where nobody hears me

But I want to cry out loud

Jus’ to make my internal soul hear me...... n rise! 

Rise to live...

Desire...

Sometimes I wish 

I could make all the sadness of others disappear

or keep everything of their sad moments with only me 

so they all can be happy forever...

But I cant...

May b coz m not that experienced to life

May be there situations r all much more harder than I can imagine

May be I just cant help it

Coz

like the "coins",life too had two phases...

With happiness, there always comes sadness in its own way

But, I assure...

I can diminish it,break the imaginary limits of my life to bring back that lost eternal smile..

I assure....

That the "Sad buddy" can come...but cant stay for long

Coz I'll b there...

Always !!